Yep, that was definitely a kick!

Yesterday was a great day!

I felt Beaker kick! It felt as if someone was tapping me on the shoulder and would happen a couple times here and there. I have been feeling little bumps here and there since. I'm so very excited. I can't wait til Dan is able to feel her/him.

Oh, Hello there 2nd tri!

So I know... I am supposed to better with keeping up with this. But I have continued to slack. I'm now onto my 16th week of pregnancy, and so far everything is great! We had our NT Scan and everything also went great and we got see Beaker bouncing around. S/he is very cute.

I go for my next OB check up next Weds, the 17th. I will get to see Dr. Porcelan. With this practice I will get to meet each doctor, hoepfully, at least once before delivery. I have met with Dr. Porcelan before for annual check ups... So as of now, I hope to go into labor on one of the days she on call for Labor and Delivery :) But I'm sure I will love all the doctors there. And within the next month or so Beaker will have his/her full anatomy scan and we can finally find out if we are having a boy or girl! That'll be a great Christmas gift. :)

More exciting news... I *think* I can feel Beaker move around in the morning. It feels like little flutters or bubbles popping... But I keep telling myself it's gas LOL. It definitely feels different. I can only feel it when I'm still laying down and concentrating on it. And I don't feel it every morning. When I do feel it, it's on the left side where I know Beaker likes it best. Sometimes when I look down at my stomach, the left side sticks out a little more. It's all in matter of weeks maybe even days when I will KNOW it's Beaker and not gas.... Can't wait for that. :)

And since we're keeping track, or at least I am... I'm no longer bloated... but finally have a true baby bump. (picture taken Nov 2)

Yes. I know. I'm being a slacker.

So before anyone can get upset... here's an awesome picture!
Thats's Beaker! Isn't s/he cute?? We've been calling him/her a blob because of this picture. But I swear at the doctor's office, it was much more clear. Even though it's not the clearest, I still think you can pick out where the head, arms and legs are.

Oh and at the doctor's office....... We saw Beaker's heart beat. I don't know the bpm (I didn't ask), but it was so amazing to see Beaker's heart. It just makes this experience a little more real for me/us. Everything at my first appointment checked out well. They also changed my due date to April 29. I'm still going to stick with my due date of May 3rd though despite the baby measuring at least 8 weeks at the appointment on September 20th. I was charting my temps and I looked back... And if you do the math, it's not possible. And not only that, the appointment was only one day before my 8th week..... But of course it's only a due date and not set in stone. I'm pretty sure this baby will come when s/he feels like it.... so long it's not 2 weeks later, at which point, I'll have to be induced! :(

Other than that, I have set up my NT scan for October 14 at which point I will be between 11 and 12 weeks. This ultrasound will just make sure everything with Beaker is going well, there are no abnormalities and everything is growing the way it should be so far. This will be exciting because it's a bit more detailed than the u/s done in the doctor's office. My next OB appointment the following Thursday, (a glorious day in history) my birthday, October 21! So I hope everything goes well with that appointment!

I have been feeling so. tired. all. the. time. No matter how much sleep I get. I nap pretty much daily for a couple hours and I'm able to go to bed fine at night. Dan says it's like I'm in hibernation. I only wake up to go to the bathroom and eat. LOL. It's not quite that bad but it's not too far off! The bloating has calmed down a lot! Here's a picture we took this past Sunday, September 26:
Please ignore my facial expression, I was in the middle of telling Dan, "Don't get my head in the picture." LOL I was too lazy to take another. But as you can see, I'm pretty much normal. There's some bloating (not as bad as 7 weeks!) but for all I know, it's starting to become a real baby bump! And from now on, I will attempt to have more ambition to put on a black outfit and stand in front of the dining room curtain to take my weekly picture. I think it'll be easier to see the difference. And I wont be doing any bare belly pics until I have a real baby bump. This bump doesn't count haha.

Until next time........

How 'bout that Birth Center?

I was planning on giving birth at a birth center which is about 15 mins from our home. Last Thursday, we went to the required informational seminar that basically helps you decide whether or not a birth center delivery is right for you. It was so informative about laboring options and medical interventions. I think Dan is very supportive of me trying to have a natural birth. Anyway, the main reason they do these seminars is because they have wait lists because it's a small facility and they want the moms and their partners to really make sure this is the right thing for them.

So I pretty much love it. I love the rooms. I love the midwives. I love their system. I love it except for the fact that they only keep you and baby for 12 hours after delivery and then you MUST go home. The reason for this is because the categorized as an out patient facility so for insurance reasons you must stay for a minimum of 4 hours and a max of 12 hours. But you're not completely on your own after you go home. A nurse does come to your home a day later to check on you and the baby and then again a week later.

I really want to think I don't need to be there longer than 12 hours. But a part of me really doesn't feel comfortable with the thought of being home so quickly. And what if I give birth at 2:00 PM, does this mean I have to leave at 2 AM???? That seems silly and odd to me. I understand why I can't stay longer but it just seems so rushed. My mom also brought up the point of I will probably want to rest and it would be easier to have the baby taken the nursery for a little while so I can rest up a bit because it will be a while until Dan and I get a good night's sleep. As of now, I do want the baby with me at all times, but who knows how I feel after the baby is born.

I should note, also, if anything were to go wrong (i.e. emergency c-section, hemorrhaging, etc.)... I would be transferred to the hospital which is literally right across the street. Also, anything wrong with baby after delivery, s/he'll go across the street. We would then be under hospital care and the 12 hour rule wouldn't apply.

OK, and the next reason I'm not so sure (and kind of a superficial one, I suppose) is they don't do routine u/s. This includes the big 20 week anatomy scan. They will order one for you if you want, but they don't do it voluntarily because it's not medically necessary. Not the hugest deal, but this is something I am looking forward to.

So I suppose that's my review of the Birth Center. As of now, Dan and I just don't feel like this is the right choice for us for this birth. Quite possibly for our second baby, we will feel confident following this model but with so much apprehension with bringing our first baby into the world, it's just not for us now. I really want it to be but it just doesn't feel right.

This means onto finding the right OB or midwife! I have set up an appointment with the Birth Center in the mean time, in case I change my mind or something convinces me otherwise. I also set up an appointment with the OBGYN I visited right before we moved to our apartment. My first appointment, known as the Confirmation Appointment, is set for Monday, Sept 20.... yes, I will update at some point after... definitely by Tuesday because I have to keep up with my photos! :oP

This practice has 4 or 5 rotating doctors, so whoever is on call that day you go into labor will be your delivering doctor. From what I hear, all the doctors are wonderful. I definitely plan to sit down and talk with one of them (or even all of them) to discuss what I want/ what I don't want for labor and delivery. I feel slightly ridiculous doing this but I want to make sure we're all on the same page. I don't want a drug pusher!

And most importantly.... Dan plans to go to every appointment! I'm really happy about this. I'm glad his work has that kind of flexibility. I think it's important for him to be apart of this experience and this helps to enhance it.

Other than that my symptoms from last week, are about the same... not too much nausea (again it comes in waves), no cramping, sore bb's and nipples, and extreme fatigue an bloating!... but new this week is SCIATICA!!! Oh yeah. It's really not that bad, more annoying than anything. I just plan to drink more water (I'm seriously going to float away before this baby comes out) and hopefully once I go to my appointment, I can get the OK to workout the way I was before. Between those two things, I hope the pain will subside and it wont be such annoyance.

This weekend we are going to Hershey Park on Saturday and the Yankees game on Sunday with my parents and brothers (oh and Dan, too). I'm really looking forward to it ALL. A little bummed I won't be going on any roller coasters but excited about all the fresh chocolate and Twizzlers. I haven't been to a Yankee game in ages, so it's exciting also. It's actually in Baltimore's Camden Yards... but until the Orioles start having winning seasons, it'll be solely called the Yankees game.

Week 7!!

And my baby is the size of a blueberry! I love blueberries! LOL

This post will be short and sweet... I'm EXHAUSTED!!! I promise I will post later about The Birth Center tour.

For now here is my week 7 photo.

Maybe it's my imagination but my bloat is getting more "pronounced". No wonder I'm going to the bathroom every 10 minutes! And I look way more tired in this photo than the last and I'm pretty sure we took these pics around the same time. Amazing how much has changed in the past week. All so exciting.

So... I'm pregnant.

And my oh my... are those words weird to hear come out of my mouth!

Dan and I found out the morning of August 27. I had previously taken a few pregnancy tests a few days before my period was due in hopes that maybe we were successful. I hadn't really felt any different, just the normal PMS symptoms I have had the past couple months. So what the the heck, just take a test but they all came up negative. They started to streak across like the second line was going to pop up but nothing. I was so sad and felt "broken". How silly to think that but that was my first thought. Well, the day my period was due, came and went. The Tuesday before our BFP, I went to my zumba class and I oddly felt tired throughout the class. I chalked it up to not getting a good night's sleep before and working all day. Then Thursday, my next zumba class, I was too tired get ready to go to the gym. I didn't even think twice about why I was tired. So I went to bed early and that was that.

When I woke up Friday morning and still no sign of my period, I thought eh what the hell, I'll use the last test we have. It felt like my period was coming but I just wanted to make sure. So I did. And well, it was doing what the other tests did. Nothing. So as I was washing my hands I looked down at the test, and the "streaking" I mentioned before, was disappearing.... And in it's place a second line started to appear. My mouth dropped open. NO WAY.... NO WAY.... NO FUCKING WAY. I started to cry. I was so damned surprised. I didn't think our efforts worked. I finished washing my shaking hands and ran to the bedroom to show Dan the test. I called him and he groggily asked "What?"
I could barely get words out, just tears, and mumbled "Look. Look at it...."
He tried to focus on the test and asked "What are you showing me? Did you break it?"
I said, "No, look."
He tried really hard to figure out what I was showing him.... And in a few seconds, he figured out what I was trying to tell him and asked, "Are you pregnant?" And I shook my head and said yes. And then he says "Congratulations." Congratulations... Oy, typical Dan. That's what you say to other people having a baby LOL... Not your wife. :-P

That evening, when we were on our way home from work, we stopped at Target and bought a digital test, so you know, we could get that definitive answer.... And the next morning, we got another. So I'm definitely pregnant. :) We are ecstatic, Dan probably more so than me because his body won't be changing LOL. Our parents are really excited... esp. my mom and dad.. This will be their first grandchild and they finally get to be a "Granny" and a "Poppy". Very exciting for all of us.

I'm 6 weeks and 1 day along according to what I think my ovulation date is (although, I'm pretty certain). I feel OK for the most part... really tired, waves of queasiness, and frequent bathroom trips. I do have a couple food aversions so far, also. Just tonight, chicken doesn't agree with me. I immediately felt nauseous after a few bites and had to stop eating. This is a bit disheartening because chicken is one of those go-to meals for us. I also cannot stand to eat salty foods. And it doesn't even have to be very salty... it can be just a tad salty and I can taste it. It's such an aversion, that I feel completely parched afterward and I have to chug a mess of water. Needless to say, I'm staying away.

It's a little early to think or even talk about... But we have our names set. We have had them set for awhile, actually. Before we even started trying. As of now, we plan to keep it to ourselves. So for everyone else, the baby in utero will be called Beaker. You know, after that Muppet Babies character. To us, most kids and babies sound like Beaker :::meep meep meep meep meep meep:::. Cute, no? And I'm pretty sure if our LO could say anything it would be just that. So Beaker it is.

Tomorrow evening will be exciting for us. We will be going tour the Birth Center where I hope Beaker will be born. The center is made up of midwives and are supportive of natural childbirth. So this means minimum medical intervention and pain medication. As of now, I'm completely on board with this especially because I want to experience the pain and joy of childbirth. Corny sounding, I suppose, but I really don't want to feel "drugged" and not be able to fully process everything (something about having that sense of control and I know I'll feel like I'm not in control). I have read also that even though epidurals are only intended for the mom that the baby does feel side effects and is more tired after birth than without drugs. I also have a fear of that epidural needle, let alone a needle going into my spine. I would also like to be able to move around and feel things despite how much it hurts.... But I figure it will be worth it in the end. :) I guess I don't need all those reasons, and one would be enough.... But heck, it doesn't hurt.

OK, so I think this is a good first post. I shouldn't have waited so long. I'll update soon and give my thoughts about the Birth Center after the tour. I really hope it goes well and it's what I think it will be.

And we'll end with a 6 week photo. We gotta keep track of these things.

It's all bloat right now but in a few months it'll be all baby. :)